Friday, September 12, 2008

Out of Egypt - for GOOD!!

OK, so I have been thinking about posting this all week, so here goes. As some of you know, I spent the week last week at the International House of Prayer in Kansas City. It was an awesome time. I went with my agenda of things I wanted to study, things I wanted to spend lots of time in prayer for. Well, God totally blew my agenda out of the water (well, not totally, i did spend lots of time praying for people who are dear to me) and He totally blessed me with His agenda. He showed me wounds I had forgotten I had but that have totally shaped who I am, and began the healing process. Early on in the week, as we were participating in the Global Bridegroom Fast, I was overwhelmed at the spiritual smorgasboard that lay ahead of me - I didn't know where to begin. But God focused me, and by the end of the week I was able to see things more clearly.

One of the things I love is when God shows you something in scripture that has been there all along, but somehow you have glossed over it. That happened several times last week, but the one that blessed me the most was what He showed me from Exodus 13. We were singing about freedom and God parting the seas and our own Exodus - so I decided to meditate on Exodus 13 where God leads the Israelites out of Egypt. There it was in verses 17 and 18:

17 When Pharaoh let the people go, God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country, though that was shorter. For God said, "If they face war, they might change their minds and return to Egypt. So God led the people around by the desert road toward the Red Sea. The Israelites went up out of Egypt armed for battle."

God really does not want us to be tempted to go back to Egypt ( into bondage). In fact, He will lead us into the desert, into the wilderness, take us the long way if it will keep us from being tempted by something we are not up to resisting. God knows us and loves us, He knows what our temptations are, He knows our ability to resist some temptations and not others. And He will allow us to take the long, lonely, wilderness road if it will keep us from facing one of those temptations we are unable to resist. God knew that war would send the Israelites high tailing it back to Egypt, so He sent them to wander the wilderness for 40 years instead!! All along, doing things for them like parting the sea, just when they thought they were doomed. He taught them to trust Him the hard way rather than letting them run back to Egypt. He does the same for me and you! 1 Corinthians 10:13 says that no temptation has overtaken me but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, He will not allow me to be tempted beyond what I am able to deal with, and with temptation He will provide the way of escape, and I will be able to endure it.

I am so thankful that God loves me enough to gently show me my Egypts and to not want me to go back, and that He will allow me to endure the wilderness if that's what it takes to keep me from going back into bondage, and that He ALWAYS provides a way for me. God is so good, and He is so faithful.

2 comments:

Elaine Davis said...

I love your insight and your heart...and i can't wait to see you!!!!

Ellen said...

'I want to be unmovable, unshakable, to let my roots go down deep...I want to be like a tree, planted by the streams of living water" Justin Rizzo...

As we travel further and further from the desert of our "Egypt" we get closer and closer to the streams of living water and our roots go deeper and deeper...

I love how God is meeting you - touching you and drawing you closer and closer to Himself.

You are like a burst of sweet smelling, fresh air to me. I love you.